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Attended PCAD's Anime club Thursday~
I had a nice time surprisingly, though there were a certain few people there that were the embodiement of things that annoy me about anime fans, but I didn't talk to them.
But instead spent my time talking to two cosplayers and drawing Me and Ookis Lesbians Ailis and bo in cute little lolita clothes.
I also met someone who looks, acts, and talks just like DeAnna. It's scary actually how much they are alike. Their both Filips too * n *
Those this girl isn't as tiny as DeAnna, she has some meat on her bones.
This guy I talked to( whom I forgot his name lol even though I borrowed his cell to call Tam) was totally One piece obessed. We talked about that mostly and because of talking to him, and him being more up to date about one piece then I am, I got back into watching the series( I stopped at 378 for some reason and couldn't continue XD) I'm up to 386 or something so dat's gud.
I forgot how friendly anime fans were, I've been to busy hating them for so many years that I've forgotten how much fun it is to just let yourself be a dork ;  ; I ended up being really happy when the club ended and am looking forward to going back.
Hopefully next week when I go again, I'll make arrangements to with some of them to giggle around NY together seeing how the school trip to New York city will be the following day. I don't want to walk around NY alone, I'll get lost for sure ;;  ;;;
I'm going to spend Sat and Sun doing projects and stuffs, I'll have to walk up to the art store downtown and pick up some things for class before I forget and sunday rolls around and I can't do shit cause everything is closed and I won't have time to get it Monday cause that's when the class is and holy crap run on long rambling sentence that my Verbal and writing teachers would kill me for.
LJ is just a lovely place for me to ramble, it's amazing.
Internet, cable and phone are going to be cut off soon cause we can't pay the bill. So every day/hour it's on is amazing to me.
Then I'll have to retreat to hanging out in the schools library or hanging out in the coffee shop, or the computer lab. Maybe computer lab. If it's empty and stuffs and it's after all the classes have ended and it's open studio time.
I think I'm done. Kudos to you if you read all of this.
I have a lot of MISC art to upload but I'm far to lazy for that.
Maybe later
I didn't spell check or proof read just so you know.

Lately, the only time I feel relieved or relaxed and forget about the things that gives me anxiety is when I'm sitting in class.
I become so into what I'm doing, that I forget what I have to deal with outside of school.
That is until I have my break and I call Tam.
Then i get reminded all over again and that feeling comes back.
Other then school the only other place I can get peace is in my sleep.
I've been sleeping when I should be studying or sketching, because the anxiety starts becoming too much for me to handle.
Even right now I feel like I should get and lay back down on the couch, but I know I should start reading and sketching soon or else Monday will come to quickly and I won't be prepared for my lectures or have the necessary sketches done on time.

In other news, I've been getting a lot of random sketchings and small illustrations  done during school ( Not during class time of course) I seem to spend a lot of time in the lounge just listening to music and chilling out. I'll probably start a lounge dump that will be updated every two or three weeks. Which will be uploaded on my DA(Not here)
I also need to finish ranking up 100point on Oekakicentral so I can Pchat again.
We don't have money to pay the cable bill I think, so I wonder how long it will be until it gets shut off again.
I could always bring my laptop to school and mooch off of their internet, but I'll feel like crap when everyone has their nice and shiny Macs out and I'm sitting there with my shitty 3 year old with a missing ALT key....
So depressed lately.

Spent my last day of summer at Hershey Park today
Ate my weight in Cheese burgers/fries, Ice cream, cotton candy, and reeses peanut butter cups.
Gonna be so fat now
; n ;
It was fun though.
I'm not really nervous about my first day of class tomorrow, just kinda upset that I got that writers workshop class added to my shedual and now instead of going home and stay home after 9:46AM
I have to go back to school at like 5 something and leave at 6:45
>:T
Going home in the dark sucks.
And I'll have to either walk to take my bike because Boyfriend will be in class from 5-9pm
The day really wore me out and I just kinda want to crawl in bed and stay there until tomorrow but I have to get Laundry done
* n *

Boyfriend went away to his aunt in New Jersey for a week
Leaving me here all by my lonesome.
:T
I've been feeling really fat lately, so maybe I'll go out for a bike ride tomorrow. If my bike still works that is, I haven't rode it in forever...
I've gotten my schedule for school today.
Well, a letter telling me how to access my PCAD.edu e-mail and in which in there gave me another link to access my whatever.
Sadly, the printer part of my scanner is inkless and the back part that holds the paper in place is missing.
So I'm stuck writing everything out on paper...
I also found out that I need MORE things for school that wasn't on the supply list for foundation students they first sent me.
The two big things I need to get is two Text books D;
Which round off at about 117$ each.
I only have 47 dollars. Would have 67 but I think I lost that 20 somewhere. D;  Last I know it was in my pocket. THen I washed those pants. then DESTROYED the entire landry room looking for it.
But boyfriend worked lots of overtime this week. So next week when he gets his check, hopefully it will be big enough to support me buying more things. I e-mailed step dad and asked in if he had 200$ or 300$ he can give me to buy books for college.
Mmm Orientation a week away and all. Haven't sketched anything in a while.
8T
I'm starting to like this LiveJournal thing.
Gives me a chance to Blah blah blah about my life and the only people who are going to read it are the ones who WANT to read it.
But then again, some people might just come here for sketches and ignore my life woes...

DUUUURRRRP

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After worrying so long about how I'm going to pay the school and shitting my self cause I have NO monies WHAT so evers.
I called Brother Ramon and told him and he wired up to me 400$ the next day.
Me and tammy got that money, went to the school to pay towards the payment plan in cash
Ohwait, hold on, lets see some numbers first of WTF was going on
School Tuition  for the semester is 8,640.00
I paid 200$ of that after I got my acceptance letter to keep my spot.
So now it was 8,440.00
Grants and loans covered 7,852
Leaving me 587.50 to pay ( Multiply by two mind you for the entire year)
I set up a 10 month payment plan to pay it which would of left me paying the school 157.00$ a month.
We gave Mrs. Lisa(Director of the business office) 420$
Which paid for July, August, Sept, and part of October.  In which when October comes around I'd would just have to pay 70.
THEN right when we were about to leave. Mr. David Hershey Passes by.
Saying he has good news for me.
APPARENTLY

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And no
I didn't spell check

Finished  applying to college and everything and now just waiting for a ' Packet of information' as the director of Admissions says to come in the mail.
Does that mean I'm being accepted even without my file going into review? I procrastinated really long on finishing on the things I needed to do, and PCAD only accepts few students to keep the number of students they have low so the students can have some individual time with the teachers.
Though boyfriend says he isn't worried that I'll get accept ( Because of how good my portfolio is) I am.
I'm going to feel like a real loser if I don't get accept and I'll have to wait till next year to try again.
I'll check the mail tomorrow to see If I've gotten anything from them if not, sat, Monday at the latest it should come.
(My file was put into review on Tuesday and DOA says I should receive a  Packet of information in the mail within a week.)
So nervous
So nervous


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